Thursday, January 10, 2008 - 11:11 PM
Have been clearing leave this month. Yesterday spring cleaning the whole afternoon. Moved in my new mattress. When bro came back, i got suan by him, he said one week later SURE messy again. In my heart i tell myself, WE SHALL SEE. Then went to AMK Hub to meet felicia. I went to buy some facial stuff. I thought of trying O2 skin. Spend ard $99 (after discount) at the shop. The sale assistant keep on recommanding. Then went back to Felicia house to see Nicky. Aiyo, he is always troublemaker. Shit on the floor, gotto clear up the smelly mess. He came back home ard 11 plus. We are like strangers. This is the 2nd time which we met face to face. More words exchange this time round. Mostly about Nicky. Then he ask me whether free to cook for him instant noodles anot. Dry mee goreng. I simply reply, i dun know. Then 12 plus i went off. I dun know why my legs walked myself to his opp blk to packed for him and placed it outside his house. SMS him and told him i palced the food outside. He called and said he had cook himself,and i ask him to throw the food away lor. He ask me to go up his place. Sigh. The feeling is different. I jus sat beside him and thinking about the past. Things are different. What we used to do, he can do it himself. He can simply live without me. I felt tired and rest on the table. Then he sent me home. I wanted to hug him which i used to, but i can't. He accompanied me home and dropped his house keys into my bag. He say i can use it. i know he need my help, to feed Nicky when they are not free. After shower, i went to Sleep.
